This is one of those things that when I think about my Complex-PTSD should have been obvious. How I missed it for so long really confounds me.
I often talk about the paradoxes that arise in C-PTSD. Here I have stumbled into another one. It goes something like this.
Huh. I just realized how weird it is to live with one foot nailed in the past when you can’t remember any of it.ThinkingTooLoud